Final moment as a 1... - 3's company

Time flies and suddenly our girl is 2. All praises to God for those 2 years have been a challenge and we are very grateful that she is turning out as a healthy, bright and independent girl. She is learning in every way and every step. Our only hope is she will continue her journey as healthy as can be while growing to be a successful good practising muslimah.

God has given me the gift to be able to raise my own princess with these 2 bare hands as a return of sacrificing my carier which I have never imagined that I would leave and stop on committing (which is actually still an issue to me

, and still praying that I'll be able to go back to work and embrace my job) . Never even had I ever imagined that I would have a family of my own (actually, not without having a mom who badly wanted to see me getting married

)

Whatever it is, I'm happy that I have my family.

Despite being around Ain almost 24/7, I still feel like I miss on a lot of things and belum sempat nak enjoy the moments, she keeps on growing and I almost forgot how she used to be or look like, things like that, things that you'd like to embrace before she goes on to the next phase. One of the reasons why she won't get a sibling yet

. Mommy belum puas jaga Ain tau. She has my full interest and that's how it's going to stay until we feel that it's time and God's will. It's not easy taking care of more than one kid in a foreign land without extra help. Also, mommy needs some mommy time too kay